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just forget about the unhappyness...

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i feel like doing the same after my colleague told me that he and his fiancee will go Taiwan to take  their wedding photos.
I need to find my partner 1st. Hahaha.

Finally, Friday is here... I am tired.
I will have to be a good boy and stay at home to finish up my report. Deadline is coming Sunday.

And school will start on coming Monday too. I actually quite looking forward to it. It means I have only 2 months to go before i finish my part time degree course... Keep my fingers cross!

I have been trying to do the report but i just can't concentrate at home. Ok, i decided to go to library on Saturday and Sunday to do the report.

Yesterday, i received a SMS which made me think, think think and think... I want to change  ...to a complete different person.

It would b a nice show if it isn't about Tsunami. Full of nonsense til the last 30mins of the show. Ok, some parts are funny, touching. But if you know the title of the movie and what it means, you will be disappointed. Do not expect too much of the disastrous scenes. 
So tired, i took bus home from AMK Hub. Actually, i think it is faster than taking train. Really.  

It is indeed a good news to me. Something serious happened at the terminal that i am stationing now. Client will sure ask us to do the repairing jobs for them. I will have more projects at the terminal in the future. So, i will extend my stay there think til next year. Cool. I wont have to go elsewhere to work. 

It wasn't my fault. He threw away my materials for tomorrow works. Yet, he scolded me for not telling him earlier that those are mine. He intruded my territory. SO SO SIANZ...
What can i do? He is my construction manager.

Indeed, it is a tiring F1 weekend. I am feeling so sleepy now. I think i will just rest at home after work today. Maybe sleep earlier tonight. After viewing the tokyo photos from friends, i really wish to go to Tokyo this time round. Well...

Final year project is officially over. I did it bad in presentation yesterday. But my supervisor said passed. One of the interviewer commented that the sound quality of my speaker is very good too. I just hope i pass the module.

Must spend more time in gym now as i have more free time after work now til November. Maybe 4 times per week + 1 body pump class. Gonna play tennis during weekend too. I hope i really can do it.

Where to go in mid-November? i am still wondering... need to find a person to book the air tic together with me...

I dunno whether it is inauspicious if i share this with other pple...
I had a nightmare... In my dream, i left a few hours only before i died at 11pm. And the clock was ticking... I was very scared and sad. But when 11pm had finally arrived, i was fine though.

So many things that i wanna do...

1) Wanna sell -  my D60 Kit. Did some research online. The D60 body itself is about 700. Plus the 18-55mm len is about 800. Plus the 2nd len of 55-200mm is about 900. PLUS 3 years warranty. I think it is a good buy. Hahaha.

2) Wanna buy - D90 kit with 18-105mm is about 1690. I dun mind selling the len to my friend at 310 ( orginal price is 450), coz he wants. Then the body itself is about 1380 ( cheapest i can find so far...). Plus the 18-200mm len is about 690. So, do some maths: 1380 + 690 - 900 = 1170 for D90 with 18-200mm. NOT BAD but then... i still need to spend 1170. And also, since 1170 - 900 = 270, might as well, i keep the D60 kit and buy D90 kit with 18-200mm len. Wah... confusing. think think think...

3) A short trip either in mid-Nov, end Oct or end Dec. Planning for a budget trip. Although i really want to go to NYC in Dec 2009. But, impossible la... Sorry Lyon n Lian. LOLX. So, a short trip will be more practical. Eyeing cheap air fare to Tokyo or Taipei. Well, without the short trip this time is OK to me too. Coz will be gng to Mount KK soon also ( March 2010) So.. let's see.  WHO WANTS TO GO TO NYC IN 2010? 

4) Short Course - Photography short course. Wanna learn more about Food & Product Photography. It will cost me about 400.

5) Clear Debt - Study loan. Want to get rid of this ASAP!

6) Plan to have seafood dinner in JB with family, maybe next Sunday.

7) Learn Kick Boxing or Muay Thai.

8) Learn tennis. just hope to be Andy Murray ( good enough, LOLX)

9) Buy new jeans and berms - i lost weight again. 60kgs now... Yeah... waist is about 29in.Woohoo~~~

10) EARN MORE MONEY!!! $$$$$$$ this is the most important part!!!!!!

11) Plan to turn Str8. OOPS...

etc.

Wa$ "playing" with the $alary Calculator... Obviou$ly, people in finance $ector earn more than engineering $ector. $igh... If i were to continue to work in thi$ field, how can i earn more money every month?
I$ it $en$ible to $hift to finance field now? $lowly divert to other $cope of job? Take cour$e? Inve$tment?
... i need advice$... $ob

im jealous. Hahahaha... they are walking in the botanic garden now... in perth. So  sianz... hope they really enjoy yr holidays there...

Think everyone in the office is feeling quite happy now. Not everyone is as lucky as us, seriously, just look at the people in Seagate.
Not much. But i should be happy and contented.

heard that 3% of pay increment for some people in main office....
might as well DUN GIVE...

Time for managers to fill in all the appraisal again... Meaning pay increment soon? Really hope so. I expected some good news at company D & D on 31st October. keep my fingers cross.

Sat outside the office and chit chat with 2 colleagues. Everyone has their own problems. 3 of us agreed that to live in Singapore, for foreigners is not easy. Well, some of us(foreigners) live quite well here though. Both of them, married guys, said that if their spouses stop working in Singapore, they will suffer.

Let's hope for better future (钱途). I want pay increment in October and much higher pay after graduation from Uni! I want money! MONEY only!

Anyway, been feeling unwell since a few days ago... feeling drowsy...

Head of purchasing dept said, " he never plan his work properly wat." She, Sxxxxxx Cxxx,  was referring to me.

I felt so angry when my colleague passed this message to me.

I buy so many materials for current project. And everyday i receive so many additional and urgent jobs from sub-contractors. So, i go to get quotations from different vendors and compare the price and confirm the purchase myself. I always settle it in a days and most probably i can get the things i want in 3 days. Then, Sxxxxxx Cxxx, said, " He everytime Urgent Urgent Urgent, see how bad he plans his work."

This lady, tries to act like a boss yet she doesn't know everything at site.

If i ask them to arrange the things, i will die soon. When i request something from them, they always can't give me the materials on time. The best thing is, they always say, " oh, we never received your Purchase Requisition."  - I email them the PR (Purchase Requisition).

Now, i know how bad is the internet connection in Singapore.

Fainted.

One more thing, Sxxxxxx Cxxx, said that normally it will take 3 days to arrange the materials to site. If there is something urgent, put a remark there. Ok, we followed. But when we asked why it took so long to deliver the things to site. She said, " Urgent also must wait for 3 days." GO TO HELL la!

Just keep thinking positive. Do not stop doing this... :)

In a gathering of gays, the person with the largest group of people around him is usually a Leo. At first glance, there appears to be no obvious reason for this. But it is the magnetism of his personality that draws almost everyone to him.

Leo simply gives the impression of stature by his commanding manner, by his confidence and assurance. His stare seems to take in everything and everyone around him without effort.

Leo is a very social animal. He needs attention and doesn't like being alone. He prefers to have others around him, the more the merrier. Of course, his ego demands that he has to be the center of attention, though he rarely has to expend any effort to achieve that position.

Gay Leo takes on responsibility without hesitation. He is a very good executive. He is not particularly good with details. He needs others around him to take care of the small matters. If he does not, his office will always be in chaos, with piles of paper in complete disorder.

Similarly, one should never ask Leo to give directions. Invariably, he will describe everything one will see along the route, telling where not to turn and where not to go. He knows the destination, and he expects everyone else to know.

He is always aware of his own personal goals, and they are usually high ones, which he eventually achieves. Most Leos are quite creative, especially gay Leos. If a Leo is gay and cannot physically have sons and daughters, he will concentrate on creating things as a substitute. He is most effective when working in conjunction with others, serving as the creative leader, with others assisting him. In the arts, this might be the theater, films, music, or collaborative writing.

Leo has a great sense of integrity and a strong belief in fairness. But ultimately, he doesn't care if others disapprove of him, so long as he approves of himself. He will stubbornly follow his own sense of what is ethical.

In love, gay Leo can be extremely passionate, but he rarely makes the first move in a relationship, not just because his ego cannot bear the possibility of rejection, but because he is extremely proud. If an approach is ill-timed or clumsy, the results could be disastrous. Once a relationship is begun, Leo is extremely giving. He is generous and romantic, focusing all of his love on a single partner.

This can present problems for a relationship. By giving so much, Leo can become quite possessive, feeling that he owns his partner and has the right to control his life completely.

The life challenge for gay Leos is to lean to avoid excessive pride and egocentricity. They must eventually come to realize that they do not have to dominate others or control them. They need to learn to let relationships develop and grow gradually, accepting gentle or quiet moments as an integral part of love and caring.

In a similar manner, the challenge for their creative efforts is to learn to organize and to deal with some of the mundane details themselves.

(Credit - http://www.svenderennes.com and http://mysticways.wiki.zoho.com)

my PM is a Malaysian and Singapore PR, and he drives a Singapore registered car. He travels to and fro between JB and Singapore everyday.
He is chatting on the phone now to discuss his business with his potential client. What he does is he picks up some people who works in Singapore but stays in JB and my PM charges them. Brilliant idea? or you think he is cheapo?

I have been trying to encourage myself, motivate myself  to do everything well in my life... so far, i think i fail.
I do not feel like coming home either. Family should be the one who will support you when you need them. But, i do not think so. I wanna run away from this place. I do not want to hear anything from them now. I refuse to talk to them. I lock myself in the room everyday when i come home. Better off this way.
Something strange happened too.
i do not know it someone is using my MSN account, and my email account also...
Depressed.

Ya, paid the income tax. Heart pain. I consider it as additional expenses for this month... Sigh... So much. Cant spend money anyhow this month...